I don't know if it's actually frustrated, or just that feeling of being stuck, but it's been on my mind for a few months, if not longer now. That feeling of being stuck? Has more to do with still not being able to get a job, and in large part my living situation. I live with my two brothers and father, but the relationship with my father has been strained (to say the least). Pretty much the only things I'm able to talk with him are sports and politics. Anything else, and it's iffy.
Job wise, I'm really limited as to where I can go to look. I don't have money for gas, so going out and looking constantly via car is kind of problematic. I've had this conversation over and over again with my father. Half the times he will say it's not his fault, part of the time, he will say he will take me out looking, the other, which is his specialty about a lot of people, is to bash behind my back.
What keeps me going through this time, honestly, my faith, and the fact I look forward to church on Sunday's, and home church on Tuesday's. I don't really like missing any days, and I rarely miss. I'll be missing church the weekend of May 18th, because I'll be down in San Diego. Then I'll also be missing father's day, because we're all headed down to Anaheim for Angels and the Arizona Diamondbacks.
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