Lately, I've been feeling rather disappointed with this year in general, and the past few weeks, even more so. In many ways, I've been feeling discouraged. Last year it felt like I was making progress, as I finally got my drivers license, and well this year, I've yet to experience anything where it feels like I'm moving forward.
As for why I say the past several weeks, it has to do with a lack of job for starters. Coming to a realization that I more than likely won't be able to come up with the money to buy 4 better tickets for Summerslam on the 19th, as that's been on my mind as well, among other things.
I don't really know what else to add. I just wish things would change for me. At my age, being stuck like this is hard more and more, and in many ways I've been feeling rather disappointed with how my life's turned out. I guess I've been questioning what my purpose is more lately. It's a question I find myself coming back to, especially after church on Sunday's.
I firmly believe God has a plan for me, but what that is at this point, I'm not sure...
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