To be honest, I'm not having any luck either. It's worse when your living situation (such as mine) is less than ideal, and I'm constantly reminded I need to get a job (as if I don't look, when I do). That was the case today, when I got lectured (yelled at) for not picking up dishes in the kitchen. The problems with that is 1) I didn't say I would clean them (my younger brother did and 2) The mess is primarily from the one doing the lecturing (yelling).
My living situation, I'm frustrated with it. I can't move (don't have an income), live with my father and two brothers. My relationship with my father still feels strained. Hasn't felt the same since an episode last year. Honestly the relationship hasn't felt the same since I started going to church, and actually making friends.
I wouldn't let it get to me, except for my father holds grudges, and any little thing these days seems to set him off, like the episode with the kitchen today.
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