And it doesn't feel the same. These are the first two big sports to start back up since my dad has passed, and it's just not the same watching them. My dad & I would talk about the games leading up to them, and we'd spend time talking about them afterwards, and of course we would watch them together. That's all gone now since I'm watching it alone. My older brother will watch it with me at times, and he'll listen to me talk about various teams and players, but there's no back and forth.
I guess you can say that I'm in a lousy mood as I write this entry. Just with this, and with the lack of progress on my job search, and the prospect of being homeless, and losing our animals. It's been 4 months of what seems like wave after wave of either bad or disheartening news, and would just be nice if things started to change for the better.
That's where faith comes in, and that's what is keeping me going. That, and my church family. It really has been a blessing with that (to say the least).
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