My father passed away on June 23rd, and today was my father's Memorial Service. I wasn't sure how I felt going in to today, and I'm still not sure (my emotions are all over the place to be quite honest). The service went well. I found myself missing not only my father today, but my mother as well. It's been 10 years since she's passed away.
As I mentioned, I've been dealing with a wide range of emotions. It's ranged from sadness, to being angry, to everything else in between. The quietness that has no set in the house really gets to me right now. I absolutely hate it. It was one thing when my mom passed away, because our dad was still there, but now that he's gone, it's just something else entirely.
I find myself sitting here, and thinking about days ahead, and thinking about the holiday season that is approaching fast as July is almost halfway over, and I have no clue how that's going to be. Maybe I shouldn't be thinking that far ahead, but it is what it is, and as I mentioned, my emotions are all over the place.
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