By the downside, I'm referring to a bit depressed lately. Probably explains the lack of blog entries to be honest. I guess today kind of prompted myself to write an entry about it. Actually it's more like this week. Yesterday, I found out that my grandfather had passed away on February 15th, and yesterday a screw popped out of my glasses, which led to myself getting an eye exam done today.
Results were I was at a 21 on the eye pressure, and starting next year, the person that did the eye exam (optometrist) wants me in for a yearly exam to monitor my eyes, because anything over, could lead to Glaucoma. This exam has enforced that I should apply for some sort of medical aid, as I didn't do about two years ago for high blood pressure. In a sense, it feels kind of intimidating, when you've never applied for aid before, so saying I don't know where to start is an understatement.
That's just that area. Other things that have gotten me down lately are a lack of progress in my life. By lack of progress, I'm referring to no job, haven't met anyone (still single), and more.
Sure there are good things, but I tend to keep them to myself. I feel blessed for having a church I go to, a home church I belong to, and I'm fortunate enough to still win contests, those wins, I usually only tell my brothers, or post on fb, or here (which only one or two people read), or keep to myself. Winning things is a blessing in my opinion, and I feel like I'm just rambling now, so that's where I will stop.
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